Post-pregnancy fitness selfies: Why do they make us crazy?
By Kelly Wallace
Editor’s note: Kelly Wallace is CNN’s digital correspondent and editor-at-large covering family, career and life. Read her other columns and follow her reports at CNN Parents and on Twitter.
(CNN) — Before you’re outraged at yet another story on Maria Kang, the mom who sparked outrage with her scantily clad “What’s your excuse?” photo, or Caroline Berg Eriksen, the fitness blogger who created a firestorm after posting a shot that she claimed was just four days after giving birth, hear me out.
This is not a story about them, why they did what they did, whether they are “fat-shaming” by posting the photos or how on Earth they have time to look like that as moms.
No, this is not about them: It’s about us.
Why do those post-pregnancy fitness selfies and photos get under our skin so much? And if they make us so upset, why do we keep looking at them?
Kang’s Facebook photo, where she shows off her washboard stomach alongside her three toddlers, has been seen more than 16 million times.
“I think it makes us crazy because you are either one of two people: You either have the resources and ability and time to work your booty off all through pregnancy and immediately afterward in order to have that body, or you’re genetically blessed, and not many of us fall into those two camps,” said Stephanie Dulli, a Washington mom of two young boys and founder of the blog Stephanie Says.
Dulli, who battled an eating disorder when she was younger, said part of the frustration comes from having to no longer just compete with the models and actresses who seem to bounce back immediately after giving birth. Now there’s also pressure from other moms on social media.
“It taps into a really seventh-grade place in us where we feel bad about ourselves,” Dulli said with a chuckle, remembering what she described as the “You’re pretty, so I’m ugly,” mentality of middle school.
“It can just be hard to take, but I think it says more about me when I get upset about it than it does the person who posted the picture.”
Claire Mysko, spokeswoman for the National Eating Disorders Association, says the vitriolic online response to these post-pregnancy photos stems from women who “have had it up to here with this post-baby body reveal business.”
“I don’t think it’s helpful to shame individuals who post pictures of themselves … but I understand the frustration, and I think it’s coming from this post-baby body fatigue,” said Mysko, co-author of the book “Does this Pregnancy Make Me Look Fat?”
“We’re just really hit over the head with this message constantly that (losing weight) should be our priority as new mothers, and it’s a really, really skewed way of looking at things.”
Maggie Baumann suffered from an extreme obsession with weight during her second pregnancy, battling what’s become known as “pregorexia.” She worries about the messages these photos might be sending to women and girls.
“It’s not just moms looking at these pictures,” said Baumann, of Newport Beach, California, who is now an eating disorder specialist and trauma therapist. “There are teens looking at these pictures thinking, ‘OK, this is how I’m supposed to look after I have a baby.’ … It can start eating disorders.”
Baumann says “99.99%” of women who give birth won’t look like Berg Eriksen four days later, but a good chunk of those same women can’t stop themselves from comparing their body with hers.
“We automatically compare,” Baumann said. “When you see pictures like this, it’s kind of like, ‘So what’s wrong with me? Why can’t I do that?’ ”
Radio host and television personality Jenny Hutt, co-host of HLN’s “Dr. Drew On Call,” said the driving force for the upset is our own insecurities.
“It is the same insecurity that makes us look at other people’s Facebook pages and wonder if our lives aren’t measuring up,” Hutt said.
“We compare because the people who look thinner, more gorgeous, happier, better engaged in their relationships … highlight our own feelings of less-than.”
Why can’t we turn away?
If these post-pregnancy photos ultimately make us feel worse about ourselves, why don’t we try to avoid them in the first place?
Instead of turning away from them, we seem to click on them, share them and comment on them.
“It’s culturally ingrained in us that our worth is graded by our beauty,” Dulli said. “The first thing that’s said to us is ‘Aren’t you cute? Aren’t you pretty?’ ”
When we get older, logically we realize that we are about more than our looks, Dulli said, although she concedes it’s so easy to fall back into bad habits.
“It still can tap a chord in you. … It floods the system, almost, and you can’t think logically. You react emotionally, and I’m guilty of that as well.”
Mysko said it’s especially hard for women to shut out the images because they’re “in our faces all of the time.”
When or if the images start to make women ask themselves the question, “What’s wrong with me? Because I don’t look like that,” Mysko recommends some mental refocusing.
“It’s just constantly repeating to yourself, ‘No, it’s not me. It’s this message, and I need to not absorb this,’ ” she said.
Why can we be so mean?
The backlash against Kang and Berg Eriksen was immediate and overwhelmingly negative from the start and is another example, in my humble opinion, of how nasty we women can be to each other.
“The biggest issue to me is the lack of honesty,” said Hutt, the radio and television host and mom of two.
“If we own our own insecurities and doubts … then maybe we will congratulate each other when there’s an authentic win — like a job promotion or a great (picture) in a bathing suit after giving birth, or even the win of the best body gene pool,” she said.
She added this nugget, which I love: If we focus on what makes us unique, maybe the “instinct to be bitter about someone who has something (we) don’t will dissipate.”
Mysko says we can also do something else. The next time we’re about to comment on someone’s post-baby weight, we can shift the conversation.
“When you find yourself tempted to compliment somebody on how (they got) the baby weight off, just take a moment and stop yourself and think about what else you could ask about and something that might … take it to a deeper level.”
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